Wednesday, November 24, 2010
She was letting it go....she was letting him go. But there was a certain part in her that was forcing her to stay back. Stay for the stranger in him that might come back. She always looked at a frame....a frame that she had built to see him. He was fitting in like a missing part in a puzzle. He was the missing stranger. She convinced herself of him. She told everyone to confide in him. Everyone did....except he himself! She cried out loud. She cried her heart out. But there was no sign of him to return. She was searching for him, through her heart, mind, body and soul. But again, there was no sign of him to return. What was the thing that she went wrong in? Was it her or were they just her thoughts? Mistake, was a strong dimension of him that she had in her mind. Yes, she thought, he made a mistake. But was it a mistake or just a small setback? But then why wasn't he coming back, the stranger, the missing part of her puzzle...missing share of her soul!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
When she was just refraining from taking a back seat and letting it go, somethings did good for her. She looked at them to see if they were real..."oh yes they are!", she said to herself. She was blending in with her all the unwanted thoughts that made her take an unsound actions. But as soon as she merged herself in, she felt a obstacle. She opened her eyes and found herself in the same old phase of the unwanted winds that passed by her. At some point she thought she had surpassed them and defeated them in their own battle. Then how were they here. With all of their powers back on. Knowing nothing about, she had to again take a back seat, this time not knowing till when. She had once decided not to return but the cool and calm breezes ahead made her mind change. This time they were not visible. How is she suppose to see them, how is she suppose to feel them....or are they left long back never to return?