Wednesday, November 24, 2010
She was letting it go....she was letting him go. But there was a certain part in her that was forcing her to stay back. Stay for the stranger in him that might come back. She always looked at a frame....a frame that she had built to see him. He was fitting in like a missing part in a puzzle. He was the missing stranger. She convinced herself of him. She told everyone to confide in him. Everyone did....except he himself! She cried out loud. She cried her heart out. But there was no sign of him to return. She was searching for him, through her heart, mind, body and soul. But again, there was no sign of him to return. What was the thing that she went wrong in? Was it her or were they just her thoughts? Mistake, was a strong dimension of him that she had in her mind. Yes, she thought, he made a mistake. But was it a mistake or just a small setback? But then why wasn't he coming back, the stranger, the missing part of her puzzle...missing share of her soul!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
When she was just refraining from taking a back seat and letting it go, somethings did good for her. She looked at them to see if they were real..."oh yes they are!", she said to herself. She was blending in with her all the unwanted thoughts that made her take an unsound actions. But as soon as she merged herself in, she felt a obstacle. She opened her eyes and found herself in the same old phase of the unwanted winds that passed by her. At some point she thought she had surpassed them and defeated them in their own battle. Then how were they here. With all of their powers back on. Knowing nothing about, she had to again take a back seat, this time not knowing till when. She had once decided not to return but the cool and calm breezes ahead made her mind change. This time they were not visible. How is she suppose to see them, how is she suppose to feel them....or are they left long back never to return?
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Well versed with the current phase in her life, she started getting all worked up for the big leap she was about to take. Thinking of all the positive aspects of her life she went all the way to take things on a better and yet bigger tier. She was absolutely set for the change. The change was going to transform her into a new her and yet was going to maintain the inner her....
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
She was still struck by her past and now her future was also giving her vibe to be prepared. To be prepared for a silent storm. The storm will not destroy her but will not let her fly high. It might pull her down. She was even so enthralled by the far away land that she couldn't see the best of what she had. She wanted to see, touch and feel the best for her. But somewhere somehow she lost it. She lost her very own world where in the day was soaked in a palate of work to be done. Yet a whole new cluster flew towards her showing her colors though fake..... She wanted to believe but couldn't. What was that one word that would change her life? Who was the one to say it? How it was ramping up her head.....Excavating her mind all through the rootage.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Its time to wish...wish my heart out to the one who would grant me anything...he is the star in my sky where else doesn't know the way in.....i wish it would twinkle with the brightest light and grant me the wish...coming in to wish & pray.........
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thinking of the same chronicle she was torn between two spheres, of which one that she was living in present. The other was a huge chunk of confusions and blasts and eruptions of the feelings that just grazed her hair and went off. Out of all the breezes that blew off her hair, there was one that went so fast that it shook her head. She was standing there with a heart full of confusions and hypothesis of what her world would have looked like if she was the one she isn't right now...as was told to her, she started to get into the gloom of the past...the gloom was seemingly giving her the brightest ray of light at which she was trying hard to look. But was falling back. What was so beguiling and enticing and delighting that she was unable to pile up the brightness that her own self had...WHY? Why was that one set phrase had changed her insights...insights that were everything to her...were now turning against her own mentation....